O Captain! My Captain!

追求理想，激情熱烈的時光似乎離自己有些遠了。想起年少時的衝動和熱情，不禁唏噓歲月蹉跎。艷羨那些將自己的生命和熱情獻給自己愛的事業的人們，多想為自己再找回生命的力量。

當畫面中那個可愛男孩的逝去時，心裡很冰涼，是應該責怪他那難以容忍的父親？是應該抱怨他不應出生在那樣的家庭？甚至是覺得老師不應該傳染給他追求自我的衝動？我想這些都沒有意義了。

17歲，如花一樣的年齡，嬌弱的年齡，還沒有足夠的力量承受追求自我帶來的重重壓力。很幸運地他了解到自己熱愛的事業，這值得每個人都為他高興舉杯，不幸地是，這條路很是艱難。他沒有努力爭取也沒有應聲妥協，而是在兩難的境地裡找不到方向，結束了自己美好的生命！惋惜，淚流滿面！

學生們一個一個的從座位上站了起來，好似自由思想的種子一顆一顆的破土而出，發出嫩芽。基丁老師應該欣慰了，雖然只有這短短時間的相處，大家的心卻很近很近。當安德森用他不太流暢的話語解釋著自己的「背叛」時，基丁老師的眼眶濕潤了，當學生們一個接一個的站上課桌時，基丁說「thank you boys,thank you!」

O Captain! My Captain!

O CAPTAIN! my Captain! our fearful trip is done;
The ship has weather』d every rack, the prize we ought is won;
The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting,
While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring:
But O heart! heart! heart!
O the bleeding drops of red,
Where on the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.

O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells;
Rise up—for you the flag is flung—for you the bugle trills;
For you bouquets and ribbon』d wreaths—for you the shores a-crowding;
For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning;
Here Captain! dear father!
This arm beneath your head;
It is some dream that on the deck,
You』ve fallen cold and dead.

My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still;
My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will;
The ship is anchor』d safe and sound, its voyage closed and done;
From fearful trip, the victor ship, comes in with object won;
Exult, O shores, and ring, O bells!
But I, with mournful tread,
Walk the deck my Captain lies,
Fallen cold and dead.