Coming

I found it's hard to writing in Chinese for fragment thoughts. Strange, isn't it?
A few sences of the beginning of a film will decide my choose. Just instinct movetivates me to watch it or barely skip. The films is the chosen one.
No more to say, it easy me so much in such longly dark night, togather with my cigarettes.
40s' coming soon. A dacade or so is no longer than a midnight dream. How will be the life then? Would I depart with my wife? Some new hobbies would come on me barely for escaping from missing someone?