給點勇氣看電影

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  "You're just a kid. You don't have the faintest idea of what you're talkin' about.So, if I asked you about art, you'd probably give me the skinny on Every art book ever written. Michelangelo. You know a lot about him: life's work, political aspirations, him and the Pope, sexual orientation, the whole works, right? But I bet you can't tell me what it smells like in the Sistine Chapel. You've never actually stood there and looked up at that beautiful ceiling…seen that. If I ask you about women, you'll probably give me a syllabus of your personal favorites. You may have even been laid a few times. But you can't tell me what it feels like to wake up next to a woman and feel truly happy. You're a tough kid. And I ask you about war, you'd probably, uh, throw Shakespeare at me, right? "Once more unto the breach, dear friends…" But you've never been near one. You've never held your best friend's head in your lap…and watched him gasp his last breath, lookin' to you for help. I ask you about love, you'll probably quote me a sonnet. But you've never looked at a woman and been totally vulnerable……known someone that could level you with her eyes……feelin' like God put an angel on earth just for you……who could rescue you from the depths of hell……and you wouldn't know what it's like to be her angel……to have that love for her, be there forever…through anything…through cancer. And you wouldn't know about sleeping sittin' up in a hospital room for two months, holding her hand, because the doctors could see in your eyes that the terms "visiting hours" don't apply to you. You don't know about real loss……'cause that only occurs when you love something more than you love yourself.I doubt you've ever dared to love anybody that much......."
  "你只是個孩子,你根本不曉得你在說什麼,因為你沒離開過波士頓,所以問你藝術.你可能會提出藝術書籍中的粗淺論調,有關米開朗基羅,你知道很多,他的政治抱負,他和教宗.極其所有的作品.對嗎?但你不知道西斯汀教堂的氣味,你從沒站在那兒觀賞美麗的天花板.如果我問關於女人的事,你八成會說出個人偏好的謬論,你可能上過幾次床.但你說不出來在女人身旁很幸福的醒來的滋味,你是個很倔的孩子,問戰爭,你會說莎士比亞的話'共赴戰場,親愛的朋友',但你從沒接近過戰爭.沒把好友的頭抱在膝蓋上看著他吐出最後一口氣,問愛情.你會引述十四行詩,但你沒見過女人的脆弱,她能以雙眼擊倒你,感覺上帝讓天使為你下凡,她能從地獄救出你.你不了解當她天使的滋味,擁有對她的愛,直到永遠經歷這一切,經歷癌症,你無法體會在醫院睡兩個月,因為醫生一看到你就知道會客時間的規定對你是無效的,你不了解真正的失去，唯有愛別人勝於自己才能體會。我懷疑你敢那樣愛人，看著你，我沒看到聰明白信，我看到被嚇壞的狂妄孩子，但你是天才，沒人能否認，沒人能了解你的深度，但你看我的畫就認定了我，你把我的人生撕裂了。你是孩兒，對吧？你想我會知道你日子有多苦、你的感受、你是誰，是因為我看過孤離淚嗎？那簡化你了嗎？我不在乎，因為你知道嗎？我不能靠任何書籍認識你，除非你談自己，談你是誰，那我就著迷了，我願意加入，但你不想那麼做，對嗎？你怕你會被說出來的話嚇到."
  這段僅僅是對5分鐘的對白截選, 讓我們沒必要去追究麻省理工學院做清潔工的Will·Hunting,輕易解出眾多教授兩年才能解出的難題,也沒有必要去思考為什麼他稍微學點化學,就能將有機題解得輕鬆自如.只需要理解有著奧利佛·Twist的童年噩夢和青年不步正途的天才.Sean這段需要有足夠勇氣去理解和消化的言語讓Will陷入沉思.
  最終的"談話".Sean重複了不下10遍的"It's not your fault."才最終是Will真正醒悟,打開心結步入正軌.
  他從叛逆不羈的街頭混混.到接受法院裁定藍勃教授監護一同研究數學並接受Sean的治療.直至Will擺脫童年夢魅,重拾對人的信任.目睹這段歷程,帶有一絲嫉妒與欣羨的心情看著天才威爾的改變.懷著一刻複雜和沉重的心境思考Sean與Will心靈間的對話.勸戒平凡的自己不要"I'm lost in lost"思考著人們都在思考著的,同時也是Sean問Will.但Will並沒有用語言做答的問題:Who U are ?
  應該說這個故事沒有高潮.就好似Sean治癒Will心靈創傷一樣循序漸進.兩人的對話多.且快.但非常值得思考.也可以說這個影片是部心理影片.童年的打罵使得Will從幼年就開始自卑.正是由於源自幼年自卑害怕的心理使一句"I don't love U"拒絕了女友的來自內心的真情付出.害怕自己被拋棄.但卻先行拋棄了心愛的女友.好在故事中所有的人都有圓滿的結局.Will臨行留給Sean教授字條:
sean-
 If the Professor calls about that job,jsut tell him
 Sorry,I had to go see about a girl
                                            - Will