BL的經典之作！！同志們請進

Interview with the vampire 終於接近尾聲了，書中的Lestat比起阿湯哥演繹的小萊要女性化很多，最典型的就是總是淚汪汪的，很難想像啊，如果阿湯哥在螢幕上總是哭哭啼啼的……..但無論如何，阿湯哥還是將LESTAT放蕩不羈，感性率真，強勢殘忍而又孤獨脆弱的內心及風華絕代，英俊魅惑的外表演繹的淋漓盡致， 成為吸血鬼螢幕形象上無法超越的傳奇。

ANNE RICE 一個先遭受喪女之痛後經歷喪夫之痛的女人，在她已過而立之年後，創作了吸血鬼史詩巨著，她的想像力真是讓人佩服的五體投地。我算了一下，而今她已是一位年近七旬的老人，ANNE RICE 生於1941年，今天，在自己人生已入深秋之時，回望自己曾經創作的不朽之作，應是感慨萬千。

我常常思考ANNE RICE 本人，她是個同性戀嗎，似乎又不是，但是，很明顯她將自己所遭受的經歷與情感傾注於LESTAT 和LOUIS身上，甚至將他們作為自己的化身，以我分析，我覺得ANNE RICE 更像LOUIS ,雖然有很多人認為她是化身為LESTAT,但我不這樣認為。在第一部中，她用大量的筆墨描寫了LOUIS將一個喪失女兒的女人變成吸血鬼的經過，其實，按照正常的邏輯來講，這部份完全是不必要的，當然也正像她本人所說的，「《夜訪》不是寫給讀者的。」她那近乎囈語般的意識流寫法，寄託了自己揮之不去的喪女之痛及深深的永恆的懷念。大量筆墨描寫了克勞迪亞和這個女吸血鬼之間的場景與故事，無不是對自己感情的慰籍。而LOUIS對克勞迪亞既是女兒又是愛人的情感，也隱含著作者的心思。（在這裡，我不能理解的是路易與克勞迪婭的情人關係，難道是戀童癖嗎，還是Anne rice 也很崇拜納博科夫的說……）
好了，在這裡我不想再過多的評論作者的初衷，還是說說我親愛的LESTAT吧！
小萊其實是一個很愛哭的人，在沒有受到路易和克勞迪亞兩個狠心人的背叛與傷害之前，還是一個似乎很強勢很瀟灑的人，但當受到感情的打擊之後，完全變成了一個多愁善感的美人（……）。在ARMAND的城堡里再次遇到路易時，他就有點感情失控，可真是為情所困，甚至是意亂情迷，被路易和克勞迪亞這個小妞送上黃泉路之後，不但沒有認清愛人路易重色輕友雙性戀本質，反而還對其更加迷戀不捨，「You come back to me,louis!」真是窮最不捨。（據LEATAT後來表白，他跟隨路易來到了巴黎）
For a moment I could not believe my ears,……even as the sinister laughter enrupted from my lips.「Are you mad!」看到這裡，真是把我氣個半死，路易是在裝純淨水還是真不明白小萊對他的心思呢？
其實，地球人都知道，路易其實還是最喜歡小萊的，從他對自己心思的描寫就可見一斑，但他就是不敢大大方方的承認，總是扭扭捏捏的，欲語還休，真是讓我不痛快，還好，在第二部里他終於表白了。
繼續，還是看看小萊對路易的一片痴情吧。
「Louis,you must come back to me.There is something I must tell to you……about that night in the swamp.」But then he stopped and looked about again ,as though he were caged,wounded,desperate.
「Listen to me ,lestat.」I began now.「You let her go ,you free her……and I will……I will return to you.」
路易在這裡太不把小萊的感情當感情了，玩起了交換，我真想進書里拍死他。
「Lestat,what do you want of me? I will give it to you ……」如果我是小萊，就說一個單詞：Fuck!
「Lestat’s gray eyes seemed to regard Armand with wonder,and his lips struggled to form a word ,I could see that his eyes were filling with tears.看，第一次，小萊的眼中充滿了淚水！
「Louis,」he said ,his voice deep and rich now with what seemed an unbearable struggle. 「Please, you must listen to me .You must come back……」
「And Lestat sat there with his eyes closed,his face transfigured with his pain.It seemed the double of Lestat,some wounded ,feeling creature I had never known. 「Please,」he said,the voice eloquent and gentle as he implored me.
我翻譯個BL版與大家分享~~~
「路易」，他輕輕的叫著我的名字，聲音低沉悲傷，仿若包含著千言萬語卻又欲語還休，「請聽我說好嗎，你一定要聽我說，你一定要回到我身邊……」
（李斯特——其實正確的發音應該是李斯特，我不知道為什麼譯林出版社的高人們翻譯成萊斯特，可見高人是從來不用看原聲電影的！）
恩，繼續。
李斯特靜靜的坐在那裡，雙眸緊閉，蒼白的面頰滿溢著痛苦與悲傷。這似乎是另一個李斯特，有著我從未感知過的憂傷悽美。
「回來好嗎，」他柔和卻又不容分說的聲音裡包含著一絲乞求。
以上一個片段是lestat第一次在路易乃至全場觀眾面前流下眼淚，但，這不算什麼，在書的最後他簡直就是掩面而泣了，全沒了剛出場時候的瀟灑，柔弱到將頭輕輕的埋在路易的胸前，恩，直到最後本書的BL本質也終於徹底浮出水面了。
節選一段，與同人們分享一下。在此，我先絮叨一下小萊對路易的一往情深，後面再說下路易這個悶騷型的選手是怎樣在心裡默默喜歡Lestat的。
「You might have brought me something else!」said Lestat bitterly.And,as he looked at the baby, I saw his eyes squinting against the dull light of smoky lamp. I felt a shock of recognition at thoses eyes , even at the expression beneath the shadow of the deep wave of his yellow hair. And yet to hear that whining voice , to see that bent and quivering back! Almost without thinking I rapped hard on the glass. The young vampire was up at once affecting a hard, vicious expression; but I merely motioned for him to turn the latch. And Lestat, clutching his bathrobe to his throat, rose from the chair.
「你應該給我帶回些別的東西！」他憤怒的說。他看著那個嬰兒，隨即瞥了一眼昏暗的燈光，波浪般的金色長髮下，他的眼神讓我震驚。之後傳來了他絮絮叨叨的哀怨聲，當我看到他那顫抖彎曲的背部時，心裡一陣抽緊，狠狠用手拍了一下草坪。（呵呵，心疼了不是）
年輕的吸血鬼馬上意識到我的存在，臉上浮現出冷酷並充滿敵意的神情，我示意他給我打開窗閂。此刻，李斯特從椅子上蹬的站起來，雙手緊緊的抓著浴袍頂著喉嚨。

「It’s Louis!Louis!」 he said. 「Let him in.」 And he gestured frantically ,like an invalid, for the young 『nurse』 to obey.
「As soon as the window opened I breathed the stench of the room and its sweltering heat. The swarming of the insects on the rotted animals scratched at my senses so that I recoiled despite myself, despite Lestat’s desperate pleas for me to come to him. There, in the far coner, was the coffin where he slept ,the lacquer peeling from the wood, half covered with piles of yellow newspapers. And bones lay in the coners,picked clean except for bits and tufts of fur. But Lestat had his dry hands on mine now,drawing me towards him and towards the warmth, and I could see the tears welling in his eyes; and only when his mouth was stretched in a strange smile of desperate happiness that was near to pain did I see the faint traces of the old scars. How baffling and awful it was, this smooth-faced ,shimmering immortal man bent and rattled and whining like a crone.
「是路易，路易！快，讓他進來。」他瘋狂的做著手勢，仿若一個病人讓年輕的護士遵從自己的命令。
「窗子打開了，濃重的惡臭和令人窒息的悶熱撲面而來，成群結隊的飛蟲在動物腐爛的屍體上嗡嗡作響，真是讓人難以忍受，以致於在一瞬間我有些退縮了，儘管李斯特在絕望般的請求我快去他身邊。遠處的屋子中央，擺放著他睡覺的棺材，木質漆皮棺材，一半蓋著發黃的舊報紙。動物的殘骸收拾得很乾淨，堆放在牆角，只是偶爾餘下幾撮絨毛。在我環視著這間屋子時，李斯特已經來到我身邊，用乾癟的雙手握住我，我面對著他，面對著溫暖的爐火，淚水從他大大的眼睛裡湧出來，他的嘴角浮現出一絲怪異的微笑，是一種近乎痛苦般的絕望的快樂。只有在這時，我才能隱隱看出那些舊日的傷疤在他臉上留下的淡淡的痕跡。
困惑，悲傷，震驚，難以名狀的感受，那曾經風華絕代的他，緊緻光滑的面頰閃耀著永生不朽的光澤，如今卻曲背彎腰慌亂哀怨到像一個乾癟醜陋的老太婆。

「Yes, Lestat,」 I said softly . 「I』ve come to see you.」 I pushed his hand gently ,slowly away and moved towards the baby, who was crying desperately now from fear as well as hunger.As soon as I lifted it up and loosened the covers ,it quiedted a little,and then I patted it and rocked it .Lestat was whispering to me now in quick ,half-articulated words I couldn』t understand,the tears streaming down his cheeks,the young vampire at the open window with a look of disgust on his face and one hand on the window latch ,as if he meant at any minute to bolt.
「So you are louis,」said the young vampire.This seemed to increase Lestat’s inexpressible excitement ,and he wiped frantically at his tears with the hem of robe.
……（skip）
「是的，李斯特。」我輕輕的說：「我是回來看你的。」——注意，同志們，在此請允許我穿插一段，其實路易回到紐奧良，可以說百分之百的因為李斯特！
事情是這樣的，在歌劇院縱火案之後，路易就跟了阿曼德，他認為李斯特已經在火海中身亡，自己不能一輩子守活寡，於是就速速改嫁給其實已經心儀已久的阿曼德大帥哥！阿曼德也不負眾望，果然對路易疼愛有佳，只可惜路易心裡還想念著過去的歲月，想念著前夫李斯特。
路易和阿曼德這對半路夫妻輾轉於世界各地風景名勝，最後來到了美國，在紐約住了下來，路易還常常在無數個不眠之夜想起自己的初戀聖地紐奧良，但因為故人已乘黃鶴去，所以他決定就釘死在紐約忘記前塵往事。
但，阿曼德想回去，至於他為啥想回去，俺沒研究過，於是為了達到自己這個莫名其妙的強烈願望，他竟然白痴的說出了一個塵封多年的秘密：李斯特沒死。
接下來請看路大帥哥的獨白：
「Lestat had not died in the Theatre des Vampire.I had believed him to be dead,and when I asked Armand about those vampires ,he told me they all had perished.But he told me now that this wasn』t so.Lestat had left the theatre the night I had run away from Armand and sought out the cemetery in Montmartre.Tow vampires who had been made with Lestat by the same master had assisted him in booking passage to 紐奧良.
我不用翻譯了，大家都能明白，李斯特就是在兩個小哥們的幫助下回到了紐奧良，接下來，是重點。
「I cannot convey to you the feeling that came over me when I heard this.Of course,Armand told me he had protected me from this knowledge,hoping that I would not undertake a long jurney merely for revenge,a jurney that would have caused me pain and grief at the time.But I didn』t really care.I hadn』t thought of Lestat at all the night I』d torched the theater.I』d thought of Santiago and Celeste and others who had destroyed Claudia.Lestat,in fact ,had aroused in me feelings which I hadn』t wished to confide in anyone,feelings I』d wished to forget,despite Claudia’s death.Hatred had not been one of them.
「But when I heard this now from Armand it was as if the veil the protected me were thin and transparent,and through it still hung between me and the world of feeling,I perceived through it Lestat,and that I wanted to see him again.And with that spurring me on ,we returned to 紐奧良.
由此可見一斑，「我無法表達那種感覺，當我聽到這個消息時籠罩我全身心的感覺。」阿曼德大帥哥在這裡還是體貼入微啊，怕自己多愁善感的小情人回到故地觸景生情悲苦萬分，於是一直沒告訴他，可見，他知道路易心裡還想著李斯特，但，也只能認了。「李斯特，他喚起了我心中不為人說的感覺，想忘卻終不能忘。」
「但當我聽到這個阿曼德一直刻意隱瞞我的消息時，那層自我保護的面紗變得薄而透明，它仍然低垂於天地之間，分隔著我和這個世界，透過它，我真切的感受到了李斯特，我想再見到他，這種強烈的願望不停地催促著我。我們回到了紐奧良。
看——這才是小路為什麼回到紐奧良的根本原因！

呵呵，純屬自己愛好了瞎翻譯的，希望有感興趣的朋友一起探討，恩，一會再繼續了，我休息一下了！