Dear Mr. Max 傑瑞 Horowitz

Dear Mr. Max 傑瑞 Horowitz:

I know you by watching a film about you and 瑪莉, I guess you 2 are now sitting somewhere eating a new kind of chocoburger together, best wishes to you!

I like chocolate a bit, but I bet not that much in that like you, and I'm not obese, nor the Aspie, sorry. I guess the thing that we are in common maybe is I also have the athrophobia syndrome, I don't like to talk to others but myself. The reason I'm not that fat maybe is I go to spinning exercise sometimes, that sports is ok just because I don't need to say anything to others, it'll be ok I just lower my head and ride and ride, very simple game. I don't know why someone even invented a competition named 「debate」 just to argue with each other.

I have a strange neighbor living upstairs, who always cries, shouts, and throws things onto the floor which can make my room shaking. I guess she got some problems with her boyfriend, because all these noises are bursted only when a man's there, though I can not figure out why a girl allows the man coming into her house if he can only make her going crazy, I really admire her energy to make such loud sounds out, since I can not even speak out when some men nearby.

So, this is my typical daylife: normally I'm awaken up by my noisy upstairs neighbor. I get up and then go to work. At office I drink my first cup of tea, meanwhile I got my boss's instructions from the computer. In the rest of my working hour, I make the charts, a lot of charts with numbers. In between I drink some cups of tea, finally I send those charts out, my boss sometimes feedback, sometimes not… Anyway, I'll go home when I feel hungry and my boss didn't require more charts from me.
Sometimes I collect rubbish around my home, not the cigarette butts but some of the ad brochures, u know, someone would pay them by their weights here, don't u believe that?
I make my dinner by myself, normally more than I can eat. I finish my meal with the upstairs routine quarrels accompany me, sometimes I'm really worried about furniture living with her, they must feel the pain a lot been thrown everyday, but poor they could not speak out like me.

Btw, combined-words are popular here and people also like to mix the nature of the words and the passive tense is quite hot recently, like: 「I was been meetinged today」etc. Basically I don't disagree this, however I'm a bit confuzzled and don't think it's normal. If the whole society is talking like this, will the normal ones saying normally become alien then?

I have questions to you:
1/ you seems much older than me, are all the very old ones live in paradise? Or just those with no friend ones?
2/ I don't feel lonely being alone, on the contrary, I want more loneliness and more silence, is this not good?
3/ I used to desire many things, why the more I grow, the less I care?

PS:
since I could not think of whom could be my friend anywhere,I wish to talk to a doctor sometimes. But I don't know someone with a name like Hazelhof, is that only a guy with a strange name could be qualified as a talking doctor?

PPS:
do u have a web there so that I can email this letter to? Since I can't find any post box to mail a real letter in here.

me2shy,
your friend, hopefully