a letter to the man i love - from susan

you are the man i love so much, but i never told it to you. when i have a chance to make love with you and become the woman of yours, you choose to leave, telling me to marry another man, and forget you.

some day, you come back, becoming the husband of another girl. although i also have been the wife of your brother. i still can't stop crying for the love we have had.

yes, there used to be a love.

yes, there used to be a time you belong to me as well as i belong to you. therefore i am so lucky.

even if the bear spirit inside of you lies dormant, you choose another girl to have a home and a peaceful life, not me!

i know we have missed each other. the pain is too much to bear, hence, i select to end my life.

hope you will happy, moreover, find the freedom you are pursuing for the whole life.

love you
Susan