let it go or let it be

Life is when you stay with yourself. He looks at you and you don't know whom to look at.

I have been expecting this film for so long. I like 茱莉亞 Roberts, she is the kind woman who can represent the very little me inside of my soul. She is my eye. These days I am going through sort of similar emotions like her. So it makes every sense for me to enjoy her adventure in the film. But I have to say, I like the whole process, but I don't like the ending. It ended up like every Hollywood's Happy Ending Story. I have to admit that I am a little disappointed.

Except for this little inperfectness, God, after all this is already a over-2-hour movie. This is not ever-lasting. After all it's my job to start my own journey in life. It's my work.

I am trying to focus on every little thing around me and trying to figure out a clue that can help me. In the end I feel amused, because the answer is no answer, life seems fair enough to all of his children. In the film people having different kind of experiences and hard times get together and have to deal with it. Even I can't get relieved seeing other folks surfering, actually I felt sad for them, my own pain doesn't bother me having sympathy for other people.

Then at that certain moment, I know we all have to live with our own suffers and hurts. We cannot let it go, because it pains even more. What we can do is to let it be. To live with it. Just like Nash, if you happened to know him, the great Mathematician in A Beautiful Mind, this is vivid, he lived with his fantasy all his life, he just let it be, and it turned out to be all right for him. Now it's about time.