生小孩這種事情未免太疼【看完Juno】If you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

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那時候我還是高中生，每期新東方英語高中版都看得很仔細，【因為圖都很漂亮】電影推薦那裡尤其喜歡。看到Juno的介紹，一直想看一直想看。然後在這個不願意復習的下午，它被我從騾子上拖下來，久違了美國文藝片。

      一開始的片頭音樂是小小驚喜，對於如今已經聽不了R&B，聽不了舞曲風，聽不了重的快的的一切的我來說，不緩不急的民謠風，口琴歡快地吹著，吉他有節奏地敲打，像是到了春夏之交的河邊，風吹在臉上，眼前一片馬纓花（你們不知道吧 它的另一個名字叫做【連翹】），毛茸茸很舒服的感覺。

     看之前很擔心會有激情鏡頭，日劇看多了人也變含蓄了，很高興完全在我的承受範圍之內。16歲的少女，很特別，意外懷孕，之類之類的，劇情介紹請自行百度之。最後Juno發現自己其實喜歡Bleeker，我還覺得蠻奇怪的，連我都覺得那傢伙太娘了……但是兩個人坐在B家房子前彈著吉他，唱著Anyone else but you，紅色自行車隨意癱在右邊，那個構圖跟陽光的顏色很是抓人，所以我想著也許那樣也不錯。

      生小孩子真的太麻煩太可怕太痛了。記得以前阮糖同學幫我科普在整個懷孕過程中女性的骨骼會發生怎樣不可逆轉的可怕變形，那時候還覺得「啊我要領養」，現在終於漸漸有了【這是必經的一個人生階段】的稍微成熟的覺悟。

      美劇我一向看不下去主要是因為裡面反映的人生觀跟我多少有點不合，然後女人們的身材太好，男人們滿腦子想著sex，一集裡滾多少次床單。難得的一部電影，乾淨，又講了一個好故事。Juno告訴父母自己懷孕了的時候，說，30年或者30個周之後我們就可以假裝這一切沒發生過。然後片尾她就體態輕盈地去找Bleeker了。另外還想說，她的父母真的異常【迅速】地接受了她懷孕的現實……如果是我……oh my god，我爸爸會讓我後悔生出來的。

      最後還是贊一下這電影的OST，寫這篇東西的時候一直在聽，騾子上有的拖，強烈推薦All I want is you，那個詞真是很漂亮，貼幾句吧。

If I was a flower growing wild and free

All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.

And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen

All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

　　

All I want is you, will you be my bride

Take me by the hand and stand by my side

All I want is you, will you stay with me?

Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

　　
If you were a river in the mountains tall,

The rumble of your water would be my call.

If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow

Just as long as you were with me, let the cold winds blow


If you were a wink, I'd be a nod

If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.

If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug

And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug


If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.

If you were the love, I'd be the desire.

If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,

And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

 

       這些If you were……，I'd be……的小句子，真是很得我心。特別是if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug。聽到這句一直在笑。