我需要的也是擁抱

看完了《自閉歷程》，用四個字來概括就是：人牛情緣。
 然而中間還是流了幾次眼淚。並忍不住記錄下了一些lines。
 

Nature is cruel，but we don't have to be.

 大自然是殘酷的，但人可以有情。
 We owe them some respects.

 動物也值得人類的尊重.

原來自閉的人，確確實實很在意別人對他尊重與否。
他們本意是想傾訴渴望了解與關心，卻不善表達而變得封閉。


I touched the first cow as it was being stunned. In a few seconds, it was gonna be just another piece of beef,but in that moment, it was still an individual.It was calm.And then it was gone.
 I became aware of how precious life was. And I thought about death and I felt close to God.
 I don't want my thoughts to die with me.
 我不願讓那些想法跟我一起消失於世。
 I want to have done something.
 我覺得我必需要做些什麼。
 

 想起曾經有那麼個人跟我討論過工作意義這回事。
 ta的夢想就是做一些有意義的事最終發展為工作。

 

 


 You're the one person I wanted here.
 Other people would have been overwhelmed by what they were seeing.
 It would have confused them.
 I knew that you would be the only one able to sense what was really going on, who could feel what I was trying to accomplish.
  I know there are a lot of things I can't understand, but I still want my life to have meaning.
 

我就是那個一般人。被看到的東西迷住，失去了挖掘更深更純層面的東西。連生活都失去了意義。
 但其實沒幾個人知道，我有著跟自閉症患者一樣柔軟敏感的心，有跟盲人一樣敏銳的觸覺。


  You are different，but not less.
 你只是與別人不一樣，不是不如別人。
  

這話送給每一個對自己時而缺乏信心的人。
 對自己說一遍這樣的話。不要當自己是那麼的特殊。