困擾

　
　I'm sick and tired of everyone saying
　　it's normal, it's typical, it's ordinary.
　　I don't feel any of those things.
　　
　　Well, how do you feel?
　　- Lonely.
　　- Why?
　　
　　Because I'm never gonna be able
　　to walk down the street...
　　holding hands with my partner...
　　without the rest of the world
　　giving us a look.
　　I may never have the wedding
　　that I once dreamed of...
　　and I may never have children...
　　and one day, when I die...
　　people will never give
　　as much respect to my grieving lover...
　　as if she were my husband.
　　
　　That's what terrifiies me.
　　It's so much easier
　　to be someone else.
　　
　　我討厭死人人都說
　　這很正常，很典型，很普通
　　我一點也感覺不到這些
　　
　　那你感覺到什麼？
　　- 孤獨
　　- 為什麼？
　　
　　因為我永遠也不能…
　　和同伴手牽著手走上大街…
　　而不引來其他人的世俗眼光
　　我永遠也走不進一度夢想的婚禮殿堂
　　我也許永遠不會有孩子…
　　某天，當我死時…
　　人們不會多尊重我那悲慟欲絕的愛人…
　　就好像她是我丈夫
　　
　　這正是讓我恐懼的地方
　　偽裝成另外一個人要輕鬆得多