Feel free to be me

It seems that I have never known how does it feel to be me.
I am afraid of many, getting alone for long, being betrayed, not being welcomed, sometimes, I even fear my true inner self and beloved ones.
Life is no easy job. I have ever understood it better than anyone else.So when Skitter got her indecent job after graduation and being laughed about single, when Mini was scored by the mean woman and lost her source of living, I just stood at numb and saw it happened as natural as it happens every single day. Coz this is life.
Life is fair as well. Life won't let you keep upset when a dick left with breaking your heart. It cheered you up by offering another wonderful journey in the near future. Life won't indulge yourself into proudness of being a promising writer or editor. It gave you a good beat at once by setting you up and grabbed your job. Coz this is life.
The only thing stay unchanged is change itself. With all leaps and bounds, all affection and resentment, all right and wrong, we get through the whole our lives. Fortunately, we have been endowed with courage and love to face the music. You see how fair the life it is.
You are born to be yourself in your life. However, it's hard for most of people to figure out and act out. To live on writing? Travel around the world? Top on the Everest? A redundant wishing list? Just get up the courage and realise them! For god's sake, you've got one life only.
Then let this one be THE ONE.
You never know how well you can write until you did.
You is kind. You is smart. You is important.
As for being yourself, it requires courage and love at most. Once we live in the society, we are entwined with various networks around us. I am a daughter, a student, and will be a wife, a mother some day in the future. How can I just be myself without caring about all these relationships with others? Being free is not being selfish. Being free is to break the bounds added on my heart and soul. Being free is to ignore bad things them fools say about me. Being free is to love all the people around me, my sisters, neighbours, friends and even enemies. If it is difficult about loving enemy, then start by telling the truth.