胡志明市還不叫胡志明市的時候，，，

     So that day ,I'm going back to Saigon .I'm wearing my cabaret shoes and my man's hat . No woman ,no young girl wears a man's fedora in that colony in those days . No native woman either . That hat ,I never leave it . I have that , my hat .That all by itself makes me whole .I'm never without it.

     熱帶，有蚊子，老是下雨，湄公河還是黃黃泥泥的，華人居多，窮白人和富黃人還是各自不待見。。翻版小中國。這裡，肯定是杜拉斯寫的地方。

    你沒法定義什麼美不美，但是你卻可以通過顏色，動作，音樂感受到。好像是站在他們身邊，看著他們走進藍房子，或者站在西貢高中的門口，看著這樣一個瘦瘦的戴帽子女生走過去，我一度認為帽子只是為了顯得在電影裡好看，，，，

    關於杜拉斯少女時代的愛情故事，我總感覺這一定是。。

    She had wept because she had thought of that man from Cholon, her lover ,and suddenly she wasn't sure of not having loved him with a love she hadn't seen because had lost itself in the story like water in the sand and that she was rediscovering it now in this moment of music flung across the sea .

       太多長句抄下來好心力焦悴。。週五小郭妹子去南京小文藝之旅，她會去先鋒書店。。發給她一個豆瓣讀書的連結，還說，如果你在那裡看到她，就幫我把她帶回來吧！
   
     看來 她回來之時，就是我開啃杜拉斯之日。。