---my notebook in the movie (only for me)

       First of all ,I should say that I'm poor in English espectilly in writting. Now, I have big brave choce to write by English. I don't know why. I just want to do it. I think I will make more mistaks in this paper. So, I hope you don't to correct it.Thanks!
       < Eat,Pray and Love >tell us a women who suffer from a bad marriage and bad love.So she decided to travel all over the world to find herself.She went to the Italy,India. She tried to absorb more in her traveling.
        I want to be a independent women. Althought I am dependent on somebody to live.In my house, I rely on my mom and my dad. In the school or dormitory in other words, I rely on my chum. And I never stop loving with somebody when I was junior high school.
        About the eat. I always thought I'm not interest in the cate. I never nitpick the food, I think I the function of foods is to feed me up.But since I meet with you, the thought in my brain is disperse gradually.You taked me to taste the delicious foods, so I put on weight in successed. (-_-||~).
        The love. About love. My last love is terrible. It makes me become awful. When we broken, I usually deliberate what questions in us, but I'm not think so efficiency. It's less time to miss he, and I put this love down. It's like the movies says."You are scared to open you heart. You are afraid hurt will happen to you again. Only way to heal is to trust.This okay. To have broken heart mean you have tried for something." "Everybody needs affection, make people do funny things.Everyone gets like that at beginning of relationship. Want too much happiness too much pleasure.「
     When the man say love to the women, I can see the fear,retreat, and unself-comfident. The man say to the women,"I mean, I have the same fears, I have the same scars that you have and I show them to you. But I guess the only difference between you and I is that you are afraid to love again."
        Exactly,I have this feelings when after we first met in XM.I became fears,doubt and I afraid to love again. I afraid I expend all my love then get the heart broken. I afraid you become he that lose the love in me gradually. I'm so feared. You asked me whether I keep my heart to he or not. I pick to avoid the questions. But I believed I find the answers in my heart when we met the second. I miss you, I want to keep up with you. Sometimes I feel so tired, I don't want to love. I don't want to rely on somebody to live.I have this idea tonight. Sometimes I should't have my own time. I usually have a bee in my head when I am alone. I can't stop thinking more. It's makes me so unhappy and upset. Sometimes I eager for time. I want to read more books and see more movies. I choice to full my life by movies,books and musics.
Sometimes I want you in my surrounding. Sometime it make me impatient. I don't know why. Maybe you broken the balance of my life. The balance of life is the life goar for the women. The last, the women to see her teacher. He gives word to her. "Sometimes to lose balance for love is part of living balanced life." It's the key word to my incentre. Expore the puzzled that about us in my heart.
       Find myself in the travel, you will be a lover.The most important relationship a woman has, is with herself.
       I have study many life theorise from the movies. Maybe somebody don't know what I says, it is a mess essy. But I express my thought successful.I write to myself. I know what I write. That's all.