The poem, to Liv and Ingmar

We are painfully connected.
This is destiny we could not ignore.

Throughout the window,
floats my dream
You broke the door
Imprisoned my happiness
from nowhere to
the land with your overwhelmed passion and desire.

Childishly we laugh,
Wildly I longing to thee.
Lay down my naked tenderness
under your sunshine,
Luminous, and delicate

No more adorable, worship
until my complete freedom
was sealed
deeply into thee.
I stand by your side, though not with you.

Silence. Sometimes, pain.
Startled eyes, I stare at the shadow in the corner
Violently I reacted,
to escape from the suffocated loneliness,
finally I realized which was created by myself

I know, we are painfully connected.

Biggest sorrow, I was left
by you.
I am not alone
but with a companion and friend everlasting.

Sometimes when you miss
you don't know how much
till your tears come out unconsciously

Sometimes you fall in love
you don't know how deep
Until I see the moonlight
filled into our love letters every night .