At least when you are young, there should be something you want other than love
When I was on my first year at college, I felt regreted for coming to the United States. I was wondering all possibilities I could have if I was in Peking or Shanghai.All I could have.....When I was on my second year at college, I felt regreted for choosing this particular university. I dislike it at all, even now I almost feel the same.
I failed to transfer because of how I was...The lesson you got to remember all the time. Give yourself a plan B or more!
I onced asked mom what's the point of going to college/pursuing higer education. She didn't know either. Probably during these several years, I may get to know some people, learn how to be a person and have some skills. Who knows? The first quarter of my life is going to pass away soon, and look back now I become who I am now.
I feel old, but not very wise.
But go for what you want, otherwise you will always be poor.