about her

We used owned each other for such a long time
real long time
makes me think it had lasted a whole life

during these years
I used to cry and U used to regard it as usual
you see
the word is - used to
that means we do not belongs to each other right now

Last Sunday night, I dreamed about u
` a kiss leave in the dream
  when I wake up
  I even could taste it
  the miss wave me, submerge me
  cannot breathe `

Seems all my adolescence and strong feeling burned with memory these years
The crush, the beat, the feeling abandon me
Nobody now is me

Actually I want to say
I miss u so much
BUT I even do not know what I am missing about you now
Just a kind of emotion, which always connect with you
missing the future I dreamed about
missing the warm you used to hold me
missing the perfume when I first fall in love with

昨天，從芍葯居地鐵站出來，心裡想著
就又看到了那個來餵流浪貓的老奶奶
沒有看到貓
還是那些大巴車
但是聞到了貓糧的味道