Love you, thank you

well okay

The room is spinning, because I drank too much...

Because I wanted to get drank and have sex. There was something sex about that woman,Because I was lonely, maybe just because I was lonely. I wanted somebody to fuck me,I wanted somebody to like me to fuck them.maybe that would've filled this tiny ... tiny little hole in my heart, but probably not. You know sometimes, I think I have felt everything I'm ever gonna feel.

And from here on out I'm not gonna feel anything new. Just lesser versions of what I've already felt.

男生的博愛，源於我的內心的孤單，源於過去的難以癒合的傷口，源於那個黑暗的無底洞.我們希望用性愛來填充自己的

Well we grow up together ,

You know ,I used to read all of her writings, all through her Master's and PhD, she read every word I ever wrote, we were big influence on each other.

What way did you influence her?

She come from a background where nothing was ever good enough. And and that was something weighed heavy on her.

But in our house together, There was a sense of just trying stuff and allowing each other to fail and to be excited about things. That was liberating for her. It was exciting to see her grow... both of us grow and change together. But that's also the hard part. Growing without growing apart----- or changing without it scaring another person.

I still find myself having conversations with her my mind. Rehashing old arguments and defending myself against something she said about me.

我們都在改變，終於一天，一個跟不上了另一個， 一個不再能理解另一個

I just wanna you to know, that will be a piece of you in me always. And I'm grateful for that.

我不能體會導演經歷了什麼，才能讓一部如此優美的作品有如此不同尋常難以妥協的憂傷,如此乾淨無暇。

這部電影講的太簡單，又太複雜。簡單到僅有一個話題，複雜到無法解答。只抄下如此優美的詞聊以紀念。